I Ponder.

hihi everyone.. its been a reallie tough week for me, both physically n mentally i must say. Jus worked for 12 hrs yesterday, from 7am till 3pm then takin a 4 hr break in Orchard playing billard before going back to work till 11pm. Had a great time loosening up myself with buddies jack, ivan, junhao, baojie n reza in a nearby pub. Da nite before I worked till 11pm and yeah, i really dun have much sleep after all cos i can't get to sleep before 3am due to my irregular sleeping habits. Great to be back cos todae's off day for me man.. well its da only one in da week so its rather precious. Wat shud I do todae?

besides havin aches here n there, i have been tinking alot recently. lately, tis' ger tat i like hasn't been online for quite some time. honestly, i am kinda' surprised becos usually she will be in da online chat everyday. however recently, it has been otherwise. though worried bout her, i jus feel it ain't rite to call her. i dunno why, everytime i pick up da fone n dial her number, i jus dun have enuf courage to go on. afterall, i have wasted chances after chances n i have not shown how much i love her when we were still together in skool. it seems to me i have taken her company for granted. i do not wish to give up but i guess i'll let fate decide, i seldom leave things to fate. all i jus wan is to see her safe n sound and tat she's happy, even if she's wif someone else. for now, i can only pray for her safety. funny as it is, i'm shedding tears at tis' very moment now.. =~

god bless~

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