I Ponder.

wat a day. met up wif my classmates in skool for a game of soccer. it was great cos we haven met up for quite some time. although it started to rain really heavily n there seemed to be a thunderstorm, it didn't spoil our fun at all. in fact, i could see everyone played even harder. nevertheless, all da guys have a smile on their faces, though i must say tat we were all totally drenched from head to toe. unfortunately, not everyone was smiling tat day, at least not my cousin.

poor brudder, he was upset bout his relationship wif his gf. it appears tat he was in a really bad state n all i knew at da moment was to overcome his problems. i'm glad he always confide in me, as we played together since young n now, i'm turning 19 soon. it seems as if we were playing his sega genesis at his house a week ago. alas. time waits for no man. n its absolutely true. i pray tat he overcomes this problems n carry on wif his life. it isn't da first time i've seen him like this. there were previous cases tat were so much more severe compared till todae.

well, i understand how he's feeling now. its somewhat difficult to forget someone u love. wholeheartedly. i dun understand myself sometimes. i love her n would really want to take care of her for da rest of her life. i'm really sincere in saying this, it's jus tat my actions dun speak for my statements. i'm someone who dun really show my feelings expressively. although i'm tinking bout her everyday, i swear, i dun really do anythin' to show how concerned i am bout her. tats how pathetic i am. i noe but i dun show it. its funny how i can actually be such a person. how i wish i can change this character of mine. n boy, was i delighted when i asked her to go out wif me.

anyway, she's gng thru a tough period of time now. i understand tat i shudn't bother her wif unimportant matters at the moment. i noe da lord will assist her in watever she is gng thru now n i hope i myself, can help her in one way or another. maybe i shud send her an email later this week. yeap, tats wat i'm gng to do. gonna have a rest now, i'll end here.

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